Friday, January 2, 2009

God thank you that you always seem to find me. You always keep my heart in check and spirit at ease. Lord never let me lose my sight of you. I thank you so much for the many blessings you pour down on me God. Help me see my life situation as you do. Help me to have patience with waiting for your plan to unfold. Dear Lord delight in my life. Please continue to reveal your face to me. Thank you that every year I become closer and closer to you. Please continue to transform my heart and to make it more like your sons. God give me courage and give me strength give me vision for your kingdom. Bring me daily upon my knees in awe of you. You amaze me daily. Your love for me goes beyond my comprehension. I have never nor will I ever love another as I love you Lord.

God thank you for friends I pray that you continue to work in the friendships you have blessed me with. I pray that you continue to bless us with fun times. Our personalities really compliment each others and it is wonderful. But God I pray that you call us to a higher standard of friendship I pray that you call us to be warriors for your kingdom. I pray that when we are gathered together we are filled with your spirit. I pray that you lead us into caring only about your kingdom. I pray that through are numbers, we can move mountains and see lives transformed. I pray that the lost are drawn to the love we demonstrate to each other because of you. Lord use our bond to bring you glory. Protect us from anything that would stand in your way. Let our lives be only about you is always only about you.

Be with Lauren and Chase as they learn more about each other. Call them to your purpose. Call them to bring glory to you. Delight in them and let them tell the nations about your love. Let them stay safely on your path. DO not let them stumble do not let them loose sight of who they are meant to be in Christ, when they are together and when they are apart.

Father I lift Allie and Omar to you. I thank you that you have there hearts and that there love for each other was stemmed from their love for you. Continue to bless their marriage. Keep them safe. Call them to set the world on fire for you. I pray that while they take time away from YL that you still install in them a passion that burns for your kingdom. Keep them in your perfect plan for their lives. I pray that when people see how much they love each other they notice that that love came from loving you first.

Okay God are you ready for the big one?

Lord more then anything this year my hearts deepest desire is to see Courtney come to know you. I am so grateful for her friendship. She is so sweet and delicate. You have given me such a heart for her God and I love that she is such a big part of my life. But God I pray so very much that this year....some way or some how....she will get a glimpse of the love that you have for her. She knows about you. She knows about Jesus.....but she really has no idea. She has never felt your spirit God. I know this because if she would have she would be all yours.If she was able to feel even an ounce of your love for her she would realize it was what she has been missing all this time. TJ is coming home and I am so afraid for her. I really just want her to have the best life possible and I know the only way for that to happen is if she comes to know you first. I feel like I suck at life because she can't see you though me. But if she can't see you through my life please bring her to a place where she will be able to see you. I see myself in her so much. I see you in her...but she just doesn't get it. There is something in her heart that prevents her form seeing past the things of this world and it breaks my heart. so God please move in a mighty way. Please stop at nothing to bring her home. God please give her vision of what life with you would be like. god use me in what ever way necessary to bring her to your arms. I want her to see what the world won't let her. Pull all distractions God. Draw her to you Lord. I'll be on my knees for this all year lord. Transform her life......=) and don't let me freak her out when i talk about Jesus.

I love you with my life Lord

1 comment:

Chelsea Robbins said...

What a great post.
I'm praying right there with you girl, in your words- way to be such an encouragment.